To follow up on that last post – Jacky plays the chorus vocals’ of “Smooth Criminal” in haunting perfect-pitch on his shakuhachi: “Annie are you ok, are you ok, are you ok, Annie?” It makes bugs crawl in my veins.
Christian and Catherine came to our rehearsal last Wednesday. It was a stressful time. We are under a strict deadline for the National Theater who is sending representatives to see our show in rehearsal this Wednesday – a show that did not exist as of last Tuesday.
They are two artists that I am coming to love dearly. I try to spend at least a little time with them every night no matter how tired I am. Christian saves some risotto or steamed pork rolls for me, and Catherine makes a little extra pasta. Wine and beer magically appear next to my hand whenever we sit together under the eves of their apartment studios.
They brought their eyes with them: for Catherine it was a 35mm camera and for Christian it was a mini 3-CCD HD video camera.
I thought nothing of it, but they sat quite patiently through three hours of rehearsal. They watched it almost exclusively though their viewfinders, but I thought nothing of it. I admire visual artists and visual art because I don’t understand the process – I know if I like the final piece or not, but I have no idea why. Seeing a show for me is a totally different experience.
I imagine that once a woman has given birth, she never looks at a newborn the same way.
When I met up with them at home, we talked about rehearsal and multimedia performances and acrobatics and martial arts and dance and choreography and art and family and the avant-garde and movements – dada, beat, cubist, punk, cirque nouveau…
I had two beers and went to bed and thought nothing of it.
Three days later, on Saturday, I had another beer and wine and ginseng liqueur with Catherine and Christian and a few other artists from the building. In between topics, Christian nonchalantly mentions to me that he has edited the footage of my rehearsal into a short film and would I like to see it.
“Yes,” I say, “no, but yes.”
We go into his studio and he starts the film.
“This has been my project non-stop for the last three days,” he tells me.
What follows is overwhelming. Legs. Movement. Subsonic lounge soundtrack. Time is dilated, contracted. I see peoples eyes, their mouths, the sweat running down their back, turning their hair into curled spiked of blackness. There is a weary dedication to the cause of putting our work in order. I am there too – stressed, mind whirling, ideas flying. I try to communicate in Chinese – they strain to understand me. We hit the floor; we run in unison; we catch each other. We wait. We are concentrated. We support each other.
It is perhaps 10 minutes that captures the atmosphere of rehearsal. What stays with me forever, though, is how it captured the spirit of comrades seven. Premature nostalgia: the taste of future loss.
Thank you truly, Mr. Rizzo.