Ah well, where do I start. I learned that an ex-girlfriend started dating one of my friends, and I ended up staying home from school for 2 days. It did my knee well though, and Friday went pretty well. I was embarrassed to discover that in dance I was unable to do any of the sequences, and that Martine was being very picky about the music. I am still way behind, and still have no music.
Monday was nice, being back in jeu. Larissa got really mad at me when I showed The Clown how to do a skill though, and she had to have one of the other Russian teachers come over and yell at me “if you want to teach the course, I will be happy to stay home.” So I decided to not talk anymore in her class, which seems to work. The Clown and The Dreamer had a fun time trying to get me to talk.
The Trapezist needing teachers to be all supportive and happy about her and her weight.
Being told by another two teachers that I think too much. The Trapezist really seeming to get a vindictive thrill about it.
My disturbing dreams for movement, with the “I am I was I was I come I love’ song. I did the dying dog dream, The Trapezist did one about her parents killing themselves over and over, another girl did one about almost being raped, and The Contortionist did one about being a bird flying around and not caring.
Byamba playing with things in the equilibre area, like sliding on the canes and throwing the water bottles to the window.
Byamba massages that hurt but feel really good.
Two extra equilibre classes this week to make up for last week.
Me being a ‘sausage’ in trampo course.
This is a lot like high school, even in the way I interact with teachers.